Saturday, January 27, 2007

Len Tak

hello,

7:31pm v piatok vecer .. som doma a visim na internete. Vacsinou som o takomto case niekde vonku s ostatnymi au pair, ale dnes sme si nejako vzali den volna od nasich piatkovych vyjazdov. A i ked mi to bolo nie velmi po voli na zaciatku, ukazalo sa, ze to vlastne bol dobry napad, kedze Kim a Ray museli necakane odist "zachranovat" starsiu sestru Kim, ktora ma problem, ktory ma nazov: alkoholizmus. Bol to velmi divne rozpravat sa o tom s Kim .. Jedine na co sme prisli bolo, ze je to nepochopitelne: ako Kim povedala: "Clovek by si myslel, ze ked skoro umrela cez leto prave kvoli tomuto, ze jej dojde, ale asi to tak nefunguje." Hm .. nie je to moja sestra a ani som s nou netravila nejako vela casu, ale je to bolestive. To bude asi tym, ze tu zijem, nielen pracujem. Clovek sa ani nevie ako dopracuje i k tym najtajnesim miestam rodiny a vztahov. Je to velmi zvlastne, najma ak od zaciatku viem, ze o chvilu sa i tak pohnem dalej a odidem domov, so vsetkymi tymi informaciami a pocitmi. Haluzne je to.
Vcera som uz dostala veliku obalku z Bostonu, ziadaju odo mna datumy, kedy chcem letiet domov. Rozpravala som sa o tom s Kim a priletim posledny aprilovy tyzden (98%), neviem presny datum, a myslim, ze ho este chvilu ani vediet nebudem, ale jasne je, ze maj uz zacnem doma. Celkom sa vytesujem, i ked to so sebou prinasa aj zvlastne pocity, predsa len rok zivota v tomto dome, s tymito ludmi .. som si zvykla, celkom :) Ale i tak sa drzim hesla, ze doma je doma a tak sa tesiiiiiiiiiiiim.
Zajtra ma caka den nabity sledovanim serialu Grey's Anatomy, akasi tradicia medzi Hannou, Anastasiou, Linou a mnou. Konecne sme sa dopracovali k druhej serii :) Takze predtym ako o 7pm zacnem s babysittingom sa odoberiem k Line a stravim nejake 3 hodinky pred telkou, i ked velmi nie som telkovy typ, sledovanie serialu s babami a najma tie rozhovory okolo toho povazujem za velmi dobre straveny cas. Na pondelok je nachystany au pair meeting, na ktory sa vcelku tesim, pretoze nie je nic lepsie ako vecer straveny v kruhu 12 dievcat :) chichi, ideme na bowling, takze aj nejaka akcnost tomu bude dodana, najma mnou, pretoze mne tato hra nejde az tak genialne, ale bavim sa pri nej vyborne :)
Idem .. privalila sa pizza .. piatkova tradicia v tejto domacnosti :)

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

By ma zaujimalo ...

.. ze preco mame ako ludia ci krestania pocit, ze nemame absolutne ziadnu zodpovednost za zivoty ludi okolo nas, najma ak v srdci nesieme ich tajomstva .. ??
Ja viem, ze najvacsim prikazanim zo vsetkych je milovat, milovat Boha a milovat ludi, ale k laske patri i zodpovednost, ci nie?
Ved na co by mi bola tvoja laska, ak by si ma vedome nechal/a kracat po ceste, ktora smeruje prec od kriza?
Ak by si ma vedome nechal/a urazat a zranovat Boha?
Priatelstvo je uzasna vec :) to nemusim nikomu hovorit,
ale to co je dolezitejsie ako priatelstvo je priatel.
Je na nas ako sa rozhodneme: ci je pre nas dolezitejsie zachranovat ci milovat vztah (priatelstvo),
alebo milovat osobu teda priatela.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Search for Truth

I denied the Truth that was written in my heart
I demanded proof before my faith could really start
Religion has its weaknesses when it's ran by men
And men isn't perfect that took a while to understand
People, places and things are easily accused
For weak decision consciously or subconsciously chose
I ask myself every day what are the right things to do
There is so much information that's untrue
I'm on search for truth 'cause I urge for You
I'm on search for truth, I'm on search for You ..
I find you can be nothing if it's nothing you believe in
Consequences of half truths are deceiving
I'm in the learning process of loving my neighbor as myself
A state of art I come to knowledge of my inner wealth
Lies and sin interfere with my intelligence and will
My faith gets tested every time my body falls ill
By following nataure's laws that have been there from the start
I strive pridelessness in the heart
I'm on search for truth 'cause I urge for you
I'm on search for truth, I'm on search for You ..
I denied the truth that was written in my heart
It took me a few crucial wacks before I could really start
Searching for the meaning and my mission in this life
Which brought me back to dreams of children with my future wife
Travelling miles to find old values in this present day
It's hard to stay on track when temptation doesn't stay away
"Do to others as you'd have them do to you"
That's my motto, hope you have one too
I'm on search for truth 'cause I urge for You
I'm on search for truth, I'm on search for You ..
Paddy Kelly
In Exile, 2003

Monday, January 08, 2007

Fotkyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ... este raz :)

Spolocna vecera v Buffalo Wild Wings: z lava doprava: Anastacia, Anna a Hanna Zuzka a Magnus To som sa prosim pekne snazila odkrojit cast z toho kolaca, ktory upiekol Patrick (Hannin host dad) ~ by ste neverili ake tvrde to cudo bolo a este k tomu nechutne sladkeee, yuck! Silvestrovska noc :) z lava doprava: Lina, Olga, Zuzu, Magnus a Hanna Magnus a Hanna Lina, Olga a Zuzu Magnus pocas silvestra u HannyTvrdy boj pocas tetrisoveho turnaja ... :D

Fotkyyyyyyyyy ...

biliardova session :)


Hanna v akcii

biliard u nas doma ~ Anastacia, Ali a Hanna


tak toto bol nas stromcek, je mi cudne hovorit stromcke, kedze ten strom siahal az po druhe poschodie domu, toto je fotene zhora (zo schodov), ale bol veeeelmi cool ;) Zuzu a Sydney (to dieta ma uz kompletne prerastlo ... )


Tak toto je Simona :) to druhe, to som ja ;)


Grandpa (otec Kim) a ja


Zuzu a Ali :)